Come on, come on, let's play.

Day after day, I let you down, promise you to change, then change my mind; and every time I promise you it will all be fine, it won't be like this next time. The days you wait turn into years, always wait, helpless tears, hopeless nights, and all the fears; it will always be like this. You give me everything you have, hoping it will someday be enough to melt my heart, to make me fall in love. Day after day, I let you down, promise you to change it all, then change my mind; and every time I promise you soon be fine, it won't be like this next time. But tonight we play, I think, the final act; I push too hard and you crack. Walk away, don't look back; this time you've really gone. You give me everything you have, knowing it can never be enough; my heart's too old, too hard, too cold for your love.

You're way across the sea.

Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in; in my head, in my heart, in my soul. And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again. Well, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, don't think so. Well, that is that and this is this, you tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get, you get away from me, you get away from me. Collected my belongings and I left the jail; well, thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell, I had to think awhile, I had to think awhile. The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in? In your head, in your mouth, in your soul. And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old. Well, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I hope so.

Forever young, I want to be forever young.

This is a call of arms to live and love and sleep together, we could flood the streets with love or light or heat, whatever. Lock the parents out, cut a rug, twist and shout; wave your hands, make it rain, for stars will rise again. The youth is starting to change, are you starting to change? Are you? Together, together, together, together. In a couple of years, tides have turned from booze to tears; and in spite of the weather, we could learn to make it together. The youth is starting to change, are you starting to change? Are you? Together, together, together, together. The youth.

Don't look back into the motherfucking sun.

It's a new day, it's a bright day, even when you stand in the dark; it's just that, you've been broken into fifty pieces. Today is gone, I'm the only light that you see; you need someone, I know all you needed was me. Everyday we wake if it takes too long, just tell me something new; forget about the sunshine when it's gone. Another pale moon shines like high noon; midnight never felt so cold alone; it's just that you're uneasy when you need me. Today is gone, I'm the only light that you see; you need someone, I know all you needed was me. Everyday we wake if it takes too long, just tell me something new; forget about the sunshine when it's gone. You can say it's right, but it feels so wrong, just show me something true; forget about the sunshine, forget about the sunshine when it's gone. Today is gone, I'm the only light that you see; you need someone, I know all you needed was me.

Get on your dancing shoes !

How did I arrive in a place like this? Red right hand does the alligator kiss, my hair turns white and my face turns green, but my feet are still moving if you know what I mean. Satan said dance, he says to me to shake around and don't stop 'til you hit the ground. And I know it is not how you thought it would be; no whips, no chains, just dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing. Satan said dance !

I'm stuck in a city, but I belong in a field.

I'm tired of feelin' sick and useless, then speakin' every other way; gluin' my eyes together, boy, might be the right escape. There's nothin in the secret garden, just images of blue and white; losin' my mind forever, boy, maybe the only sign. Down in a country yard, I was taken by the shadows, although we couldn't see that far; I was dreamin' of tomorrow, I really don't need a change, I really don't need what's mine. Out in a country yard, it'll be just fine.

Oh, in the sun, sun, having fun.

When you’re on a holiday, you can’t find the words to say all the things that come to you, and I wanna feel it too. On an island in the sun, we’ll be playing and having fun, and it makes me feel so fine, I can’t control my brain. When you’re on a golden sea, you don’t need no memory, just a place to call your own as we drift into the zone. On an island in the sun, we’ll be playing and having fun, and it makes me feel so fine, I can’t control my brain. We’ll run away together, we’ll spend some time forever, we’ll never feel bad anymore.

How many special people.

I love all of you, hurt by the cold, so hard and lonely too, when you don't know yourself. My friends are so distressed, and standing on the brink of emptiness; No words I know of to express this emptiness. Imagine me, taught by tragedy, release is peace; I heard a little girl and what she said was something beautiful: "to give your love, no matter what".

Once you said: ‘It’s too green’.

I just stepped outside of a dream, nothing ever is as it seems; the wind keeps whistling the same old tune, you lay asleep in the light of the moon. So silently I peered through the trees, my misery was in his beauty; his hair hung long and his eyes were closed, every moment he stole my soul. I'm in the forest so rare and divine, this is the place where you lose your mind; from all of the feelings that are making you blue; you'll never know how much I - you. And he awoke and walked downstream, stuck outside of that same old dream; I need to leave but my minds intrigued, follow close as he does to me. Out of the forest to the church's gate, by is grave he awaits his fate; my only crime was to want too much, I could look but I could not touch. I'm in the forest so rare and devine, this is the place where you lose your mind; from all of the feelings that are making you blue, you'll never know how much I - you.

Goodnight, dream of all the impossible.

When you're so lonely lying in bed, night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head; everyone's sleeping all through the house, you wish you could dream but forgot to somehow. Sing this lullaby to yourself, sing this lullaby to yourself. And if you are waiting, waiting for me, know I'll be home soon, darling, I guarantee I'll be home Sunday, just in one week. Dry up your tears if you start to weep, and sing this lullaby to yourself, sing this lullaby to yourself. Lullaby, I'm not nearby, sing this lullaby to yourself; don't you cry, no, don't you cry. Sing this lullaby to yourself, 'cause when I arrive dear it won't be that long; no, it won't seem like anytime that I've been gone, it ain't the first time it won't be the last. Won't you remember these words to help the time pass? So when you're so lonely lying in bed, night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head; everyone's sleeping all through the house, you wish you could dream but forgot to somehow. Sing this lullaby to yourself, sing this lullaby to yourself; sing this lullaby, sing this lullaby.

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No más películas románticas para mí ! (ja, ¿a quién quiero engañar?)

Why don't you fuck off?

She could never ever, ever, ever, ever get it into her thick head; so when pretending ends, she'll have scattered her friends and she’ll find she’ll wake up dead. There’s no card above receivers, still its all so remote; behind the bench at the rec, where she lost fifty notes, she says: “I used to have a future, but now I don’t know; just dependence and repentance and a ready-brek glow”. Just put your money in bruised and battered shins; you fucking love it, you fucking love it. Back on your feet again, out on the beat again; you fucking love it, yeah, yeah, yeah. Drunk as a skunk, lean as a dean; always the same since she was thirteen. You want it, you lame duck; you want it, you're out of luck; you’ve always been a seedy fuck, so whats it gonna be? Just put your money in bruised and battered shins, you fucking love it, you fucking love it. Back on your feet again, out on the beat again; you fucking love it, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Don't you wanna swim with me?

Meet me here beneath the burning skies, where the ocean comes and takes us from all of our lies; you never said that you were coming back, I have waited although I have found the place you hide. What keeps you so far away? We can swim in silence, you can pull me under, I will not come up for anyone. I can slowly sink and watch you as you leave, but I will drown until you care, I will drown until you care. I imagine what it must be like to have everything you need and not be satisfied; run the water until it burns and you can't see through the waves that crash into your prey. What keeps you so far away? We can swim in silence, you can pull me under, I will not come up for anyone. I can slowly sink and watch you as you leave, but I will drown until you care. Going under, getting close to what we cannot recognize; floating face down in the lies, here we are, without a trace but the lies we used to blame, and you're so far away.

Still watching the ocean move.

You heard me on the radio about one year ago and you wanted to know all about me and my hobbies, my favorite food and my birthday. Why are you so far away from me? I need help and you're way across the sea. I could never touch you, I think it would be wrong; I've got your letter, you've got my song. They don't make stationery like this where I'm from, so fragile, so refined; so I sniff and I lick your envelope and fall to little pieces every time. I wonder what clothes you wear to school, I wonder how you decorate your room, I wonder how you touch yourself and curse myself for being across the sea. Why are you so far away from me? I need help and you're way across the sea. I could never touch you, I think it would be wrong; I've got your letter, you've got my song. Goddamn, this business is really lame; I gotta live on an island to find the juice. So you send me your love from all around the world, as if I could live on words and dreams and a million screams; oh, how I need a hand in mine to feel.

Oh, I may never learn, you never know.

Oh what you gonna do, Katie? You're a sweet, sweet girl; but it's a cruel, cruel world, a cruel, cruel world. My pins are none too strong, Katie; hurry up, Mrs Brown, I can feel it coming down and it won't take none too long. But since you said goodbye, polka dots fill my eyes and I don't know why. What you gonna do Katie? You're a sweet, sweet girl; but it's a cruel, cruel world a cruel, cruel world. Safety pins are none too strong, Katie; they hold my life together, and I never say never, and I never say never again.

Bonfires of trust, flash floods of pain.

We hope you enjoyed your stay; outside the sun is shining, seems like heaven ain’t far away.

Después de quince días, unas cuantas cosas bastante locas, la cara medio quemada por el ultimo día (agh), unas mil quinientas fotos, varios videos que no tendrían que salir de mi computadora y unas cuantas otras cosas, puedo decir que, otro año, pasé unas vacaciones de puta madre. El fogón-que-nunca-fue-fogón casi no se ve, y nosotros tenemos caras extrañas, pero estamos casi todos y más. Gracias por las lindas vacaciones. Y a mis compañeras de cuarto, gracias por dejarme convivir con ustedes quince días en la habitación del pánico.

Gesell 2009 ♥.